We are Not Friends

we were
stealing time
blindfolds
trust
a million
firsts
given
freely.
someday i will
look back
at you
and smile
and revel
and give thanks.
but today is
Not. That. day.
Today,
i will tuck you away
in the darkest place
with the cobwebs
and the dust
and the mold
and forget you ever
existed.
and i will survive.